Reliance

Why is everything so hard these days? Like, so many things are going wrong for me. Things that usually were so great before, are now making my life hard. I guess these hard times bring me to God and to rely on him more? I think it's become like this because I keep telling Him that I'll keep on praying and going to him, but I never keep those promises. So, the only solution was to make me suffer? Haha, I don't really know. But, in a way I'm thankful for these struggles I'm going through, because I'm learning to rely on him even more.